Do you feel used that evertime i have something on my mind is you that i turn to, i offer you nothing in return but my burden and not always griff. Does it make you smile and wonder if we would have made a grate fit everytime i show up on yoru inbox with an ” you cant believe what i saw today” and you end up hearing about a long tale of a matutu drive doing what he does best, does it pain you that i never remember your birthday day or even wish you a good night after i have taken up your entire evening with un ending scripts with tales only a mad man would fathom.
Please forgive me for i have never taken your feelings into consideration, forgive me for being selfish and self centered. But can you really say that you regret ever meeting me and having a chat with me, don’t i always make you smile, don’t i always make your cheeks sore from all the giggling Doesn’t your heart feel at ease when you come to an inbox with someone who is actually interesting and who you can actually have a decent conversation with,
But it’s ok i might kinda love you but I’m afraid to show it, i don’t fear the rejection, i just don’t want to, I’m not in the right place to think about this,
This thread has brought me peace, ideas were ravaging through my mind like strong tides, i couldn’t bear to hold it in any more, I’m note sure if I’m going to read through it before i post it but oooh well,
Sorry for wasting your precious time